Merry Christmas Adam



When I needed a best friend,

God brought you into my life...

When I asked Him for warmth and closeness,

He put your arms around me...

And when I prayed to love and be loved,

God gave me the most wonderful blessing ever --

He let you be the answer to my prayers.

Mery Christmas

with Love All Year

You Have My Heart

When did I give you the key to my heart?

Why do I love you?

Where do I start?

I love how you look,

I love how you speak,

I live for the touch of your hand on my cheek.

I love that you trust me,

I love that you’re kind.

And honest enough to say what’s on your mind.

I love that you’re silly,

I love that you’re wise,

I love how the world looks when seen through your eyes.

I love all the wonder and mystery of you,

I love that you’re someone who loves me back, too.

I’m so glad you’re mine.

(American Greetings)

Elements...

There are elements that were never made to mix.

I’ve lived through unions that I could never fix.

In nature, you can see it, like water and oil,

But since I’ve met you, I’ve been completely spoiled.

When we met I had baggage and sorry. I was sad.

Although I was working on it, I often felt bad.

You encourage me, inspire me and raise me up.

With you I blossom and grow. What a sweet and loving cup.

My heart survived some devastating earthquakes,

Been pounded down and beat up. I could feel it break.

My spirit was washed away, my soul was pierced through.

I feel secure and finally anchored, now that there’s you.

I love the way you are and hope you never change,

I can’t see me with anyone else. The thought of that is strange.

The elements inside of you bind to those inside of me.

Until I fell in love with you I was never really free.

I love you.

12/09/2011

Memories

I have memories of a

Life that’s past

Of pleasures and comfort

That did not last

I was loved and protected

My life was simple

And yet profound

I lived in the garden

The apple of his eye

Again I’m in the garden

This time I’ll be

An apple pie

Status

STATUS….

This may sound silly,

Doesn’t make it less true.

I’m giddy like a school girl

In love with you.

Maybe this is cerebral

But true, none the less,

We’re equal intellectually

Causing way less stress.

You could say this is shallow

Believe me it is real,

We look good together

And have genuine appeal!

Perhaps it’s abstract,

But actually a fact,

We’re equally yoked spiritually

Wow! I don’t know how to act.

I know you believe me

When I say I love you.

But God is number ONE

And you are number TWO.

11/01/2011

Message to Adam

My Dearest Adam,

I can tell that OUR time is nearing because there are so many challenges. If I were being born, I would say all these distractions are labor pains. I am encouraged by our steady progress and am impressed and proud of how God is using you to provide such a marvelous garden for us.

I look forward to sharing this calm and nurturing environment. My imaginings are filled with ways this will enrich and improve the lives of others.

Eve

Adam,

In my journey through my world without you, I occasionally get glimpses and validations about me and about us. Today, I found this and was anxious to share with you.  I look forward to the day that God favors me to finally be with you. I love you.

She’s More Than a Number

God in His infinite wisdom knew more than man could ever conceive when He created the women, the flower, the Eve. He created her from the rib of Adam and demanded that she do more than just live. To her, He gave style upon style but yet with more compassion and greater finesses, simply because He knew that she could do more than just pass the test. Poor Adam could not imagine what God had placed deep within his side for it seemed that she was a number destine to be left far behind but soon to be revealed in the fullness of time what God had for her was the greatest thing in mind. It seemed that every beast of the field He gave a number, every cattle on a thousand hills He gave an account, every word that man uttered He lent an ear, yet her, He gave the greatest of “Special Assignments” multiplied by years.

The way brought forth beauty that was undeniable; the rivers of smiles and sparkling eyes of streams, the accent and sheltering of her hair which comforted her face not to mention the rest of her that flowed from the top to well beyond her waist. She would be the cradle that would spew forth the heads of states. She would be the pillow that would shelter and sooth the minds of leaders. She would be the guided wisdom that only God could give and yet He told her, “You are more than a number… do more than just live.”

Her prayers broke through barriers and pierced through steel, when she prayed all heaven, earth, and the angels would hear. Words to God was never uncommon she was more than a number. She would be the one that He would call “mama.” It’s the state in which she’s required to demonstrate her status. Her tools were never to be known as her skills to create a hazard. Her style was always above and not just anything would pass for God never meant it to be her position in a social class. She is more than just a number, mistake, or a blunder she is one of the best of God’s wonders. For what other creation or being could be so desire, outside of God Himself was she divinely inspired. For more than just pleasure itself she and her part in history must also be treasured. Her wholeness; her mind, her thoughts, her every shape, every curve was ordered by God to make man see and ponder; life without her would be very, very hard.

-by Robert Critney, Jr.

My Dearest Adam,

I was dreaming and my thoughts were on us. It occurs to me that in all the world there is only you for me and me for you. And although it is your job to provide for me, it is also my job to provide for you. We are each other's sole providers and God is our soul provider. I will keep this in mind as it will keep me focused and ensure that I never leave your side or allow myself to be distracted. I love you.

Eve

My pledge to you

May you know, this year and always, that every moment is created by His loving and perfect design.

I want to celebrate you this day and all the days that follow. I want to hold you and kiss you and whisper all the sweet and tender feelings my heart holds for you.

I want to see you smile, hear your laughter and see happiness in your eyes.

I want you to feel loved and appreciated all through the years.

The birth of Eve

  The process was long and rewarding. I give to you the perfect mate.

                                                       I present to you "EVE of Agape"

I'm flooded with a variety of emotions like a rainbow as I thought of our life
together. The blues denoting the sadness at the end of some associations because
they must decrease for us to increase. The brilliant reds as I smiled at the thought
of our shared passions. Vibrant greens as I visualized the vast potential growth
being seeded, both personally and spiritually. Glowing golds as the thought of our
plans for your foundational provisions materialize. Dark browns and black telling of
my receipt of the support and love, as solid as God's love for His church, that I
have prayed for. And warm oranges as we, at last, each receive our better halves.
I visualized the smile in your eyes as you gaze into my anxious face and hear the
calm words "I do."

Devotion

May you know, this year and always

that every moment is crafted by

HIS loving and perfect design.

I praise HIM because I am fearfully and wonderfully made;

HIS works are wonderful, I know that full well.

HIS eyes saw my substance, being yet unformed.

He formed my inward parts.

My frame was not hidden from him.

He fashioned my days when as yet there were none.

I want to celebrate you this day and all the days that follow.

I want to hold you and kiss you, and whisper all the sweet and tender feelings my heart holds for you.

I want to see you smile, hear your laughter and see happiness in your eyes.

I want you to feel loved and appreciated all through the years.

Yours forever

Eve

Commitment of Adam and Eve

Half a Woman

Incompleteness in a torrent

Engulfs me like a shroud,

Thick and heavy till it forces

Me to scream my needs out loud.

Loneliness rushes in around me,

Clammy, chilling, stagnate, cold.

I'm only half a woman -

Where's the man to make me whole?

Thoughts of lacking seem to drown me,

And my purpose washed away,

I'm just barely treading water -

Riding rapids day to day.

I am longing for belonging

To a family complete.

But I'm only half a woman

Till I find the right "help meet."

Dreams of loving, rolling gently,

Like a stream through quiet trees.

I feel waiting arms around me,

And a cool, refreshing breeze.

What is missing is the kissing,

With the force of love behind,

All the chasing and embracing,

For the love that would be mine.

Sighs of ending, flow and bending,

Like a whirlpool in the tide.

Thoughts of living swirling, whirling 

Out to see till we have died.

Re-birth

You have been calling for me,

And the Cosmos has been kind,

To give you what you really need-

But readied you through time.

For now you are enlightened.

You’re accepting. You can see.

We may have passed in other lives.

But now, we are to be.

I, too, have been fashioned.

I’ve been molded by much pain.

And from this, perfect vision.

That’s the gift that I have gained.

So, dear, I can see you,

Through the scars and through the tears.

You resemble precious treasure

I’ve been groping for, for years.

Can you also see me,

Through the clutter of this maze?

Do I look like that one soul mate

That you’ve so deeply craved?

So much sharing and such caring-

Metaphysical, but true!

I’m drawn just like a magnet

To the forces within you.

Acceptance

My job is to direct the community.

My success will depend upon how well I market the reason for Agape’s existence.

Our product is a better way of life for all of mankind.

Our method is demonstrated in the opportunities that exist in Agape’.